To blah to think of a title...eh..BLAH? | luckypickle's Blog
My moods are coming faster these days. It used to be hours that I felt great....now it's like minutes. They are harder to feel coming on...and most times I feel things touching me....hear them yelling at me....see them walking away. NO I AM NOT INSANE. Or maybe I am. I don't know.
Hah...a few of you have picked up on that right away. And I thank you. Sometimes I don't even notice how down I am...but when someone says so...I can do something to fix it.
I'm just so tired, I have NO energy. I feel like a light bulb that is growing rather dim. I feel that one day I will burn out completey. And I don't want that.
The little things that used to keep me happy for hours lately only hold my attention for mere minutes..or even seconds. I haven't written in weeks. I have sketched in months. I haven't sang in days. What is wrong with me? I don't even want to go out and hike anymore. Even soaking in a hot bath with my fav book holds no appeal.
My next doc appt is on the 16...perhaps he can do something. I dread more meds....but for my sanity..I see no other option. Now don't give me your health nut mumbo jumbo. I don't need it. I have heard it all. I have been this way for far to long for a damn excersize routine to make it better. I eat well. I meditate. I do yoga three times a day.
*sighs again* That's all I can think of now.
Previous PostsA note to friends past and present, posted November 18th, 2012, 5 comments
Yeah I'm alive, posted April 23rd, 2012, 8 comments
Just can't get into this., posted February 25th, 2012, 2 comments
EEG results are in., posted February 6th, 2012, 12 comments
*phew*, posted January 26th, 2012, 6 comments
Wazzup? Well here goes....., posted January 24th, 2012, 4 comments
Hopefully not a booze induced over emotional post., posted March 6th, 2011, 3 comments
Antisocial me., posted February 25th, 2011, 5 comments
Random thoughts., posted February 9th, 2011
Drive by bitching, crying, bitching, and whatever else will happen., posted January 25th, 2011, 9 comments
This and that and nothing at all., posted January 19th, 2011, 4 comments
Maybe. Just maybe., posted October 14th, 2010, 13 comments
*deep breath*, posted August 28th, 2010, 3 comments
Me, myself, and who the hell was that?, posted July 16th, 2010, 20 comments
This better ******* work!!, posted July 12th, 2010, 2 comments
Random updates and such and so forth., posted July 3rd, 2010
In case I don't check in tomorrow., posted April 25th, 2010, 6 comments
Moods.....why oh ******* WHY?, posted April 16th, 2010, 3 comments
I thought I was stronger than that., posted April 5th, 2010, 5 comments
Time to get busy again., posted March 31st, 2010, 1 comment
Finally time to relax...for the moment., posted March 30th, 2010, 7 comments
Haven't been on in ages.., posted March 18th, 2010, 18 comments
Just popping on to leave an update....can't stay :(, posted March 7th, 2010, 13 comments
Btich and moan..***** and moan...., posted March 1st, 2010, 10 comments
I'm pathetic., posted February 23rd, 2010, 7 comments
Due to some advice from a stranger., posted February 11th, 2010, 12 comments
A mini Pickle update, posted January 28th, 2010, 13 comments
Some new news., posted January 8th, 2010, 25 comments
Everyday is a victory., posted January 7th, 2010, 8 comments
I found out what the results of his test were...., posted January 3rd, 2010, 12 comments
Couldn't stay long....but had to get this out., posted January 2nd, 2010, 21 comments
Once again....no title., posted December 26th, 2009, 11 comments
To Wolf, posted December 23rd, 2009, 1 comment
Just....okay...I have no title., posted December 23rd, 2009, 5 comments
About Dillon part 2., posted December 14th, 2009, 19 comments
About Dillon., posted December 14th, 2009, 7 comments
Okay....update, posted December 11th, 2009, 5 comments
Indescribabible me....heheh..yep., posted December 6th, 2009, 15 comments
I can't think of a title......, posted December 4th, 2009, 10 comments
Just another day..another blog., posted December 2nd, 2009, 7 comments
To blah to think of a title...eh..BLAH?, posted December 1st, 2009, 63 comments
Vent it out...just get it all out! *takes deep breath*, posted November 30th, 2009, 10 comments
Short visit..sort of., posted November 29th, 2009, 4 comments
Just letting it out., posted November 23rd, 2009, 6 comments
Update..once again., posted November 19th, 2009, 20 comments
Just needed to get it all out..., posted November 17th, 2009, 6 comments
*sighs*, posted November 16th, 2009, 8 comments
I don't what I'm doing anymore., posted November 15th, 2009, 32 comments
Well this went well., posted November 14th, 2009, 20 comments
Update on my Dad., posted November 13th, 2009, 22 comments
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